Aside from my childhood, I have always had a weird desire to run around in my head. If I have something big in my life or good money, I will do anything for the welfare of the poor, the helpless, the deprived of education and the disadvantaged. But to speak the truth, I was never encouraged by anyone, but instead of telling someone my thoughts, I was bullied. I do not know why you are writing this. However, I believe that someday someone will understand my wishes and feelings. Still waiting for that good man.